I ate total crap tonight, and I found myself writing this post about how it wasn't that bad blah blah. I'm zen and its ok because I'm in maintenance and I'm not losing or gain blah blah. Then I realised I was so making excuses.
To be honest I'm pretty fucking pissed at myself. Why did I eat food that I don't even like that much or enjoy and OVER EAT on it. And end up feeling crappy. And mad. Fucking hell get it together.
Someone needs to kick me in the ass, I'm not bendy enough. Another goal to add? Being able to kick my own ass? -LOL-